slowly i m getting use to him being in the army.
came across his friend's problem about her relationship and boy i really admire her patience and courage.
given me being in that situation i would have long fallen apart tearing every other night.
i would not be able to stand so strong. and if i would i will be finding reasons to decieve myself to cover up for him.
but i dont know if i could have been as calm as her. maybe i would have just blown up right in his face and just ended it right there and then. I being as hot headed as ever will never give him a chance to explain or anything. maybe pride is an issue to me. maybe i cant tolerate ppl lying or being just unfaithful. i trust easily and thats why i get hurt so countless of times.
perhaps its just me being straight forward and hot headed in somways but girls are all vinegar pots. they get jealous in many ways and without valid reason.
i dont know why i m blogging bout all these. its perhaps i just wanna let her know shes really brave and if ever one day she falls there will be people that dont know her standing up for her right here at this very second.
- Mood:
sick
then i was trying out the skins and then i was stuck with this.
but i changed urs to this before changing mine.
i'll change it to someother things someday .till i find a nicer one ..
for now we'll use the same skin for awhile =)
- Mood:
blah
busy =((
finally can blog here already !!!
miss meemee!!!!
everything i want to eat also cannot eattt i m damn sadddd
i super hungry oso cannot eATTTTTTTTT
i m ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
monsterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
- Mood:
angry
bahh shitty stuff happens all the time!!
like i always say tomorrow will be a better day!!~
明天会更好的!!=)
EVERYONE DONT WORRY AND BE HAPPY =))
- Mood:
happy
suddenly i was thinking again..
what if everyone's path didn't cross.
as in what if we never meet.
what will be off me if i dont get to meet any of u out there.
would my life be any different from now?
would it be still the same just tt different people are in it.
what ifs are all in my head now.
i dont know why but it just popped into my head.
like water gushing out from a tap.
there is so many what ifs..
what if we were nt meant to cross paths.
what if i dont exist.
- Mood:
confused - Music:心雨

You are Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.
This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
What Tarot Card are You?
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- Mood:
tired

You are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.
What Tarot Card are You?
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- Mood:
high
